Foods for thought.

 -Yep, that's me right there. I had a dream about him having a son to another girl which broke my heart (in my dreams of course). I don't really care about him that much now. Idgaf anymore. As long as he keeps himself single. heehee..

-I used to have long term plans before one of my close friends died. Now all I think about is today and what I can do for tomorrow. And thing is, I'm not even quite sure if there will be tomorrow either.

-Immunity.

-uhhhhm ,excatly! LoL

-If I only have the guts, I'd probably say this to 3 people. 

- This one. Is. LEGIT. Imma stuck this piece down on people's throat.

- This one slapped me in the face. I always easily get attached on something/someone. Which only proves that I am that ignorant. :(

-For my emo friendS (emphasis on the plurality of the word friend), your argument is INVALID. 

-good night. ♥♥♥

Soooooo~

I'm going to share a little bit of what happened to me this day. There's this Gage Lane on facebook who invited me to like a fan page called "What Happened in Vegas". I thought another typhoon jerked its mighty ass into another place. When I got to the page, well, it's a band!

And I checked one of their songs..

"heeeey, this isn't so bad!"


then I posted on their wall thanking Gage for inviting me to the page.. and guess what? they like it!!



and then later on the admin commented and said HE'S THE BAND GUITARIST!!!

trying to keep myself calm, I told them I'm already downloading their songs..they liked my comment and responded!! They gave me a link of their album so I can download them right away.


and so I thanked them calmly as I could.. I didn't expect any response at all since I'm just some girl who is a fan. But then again, they liked my comment and responded a smiley,  A SMILEY!!!!! of all 30K fans out there who posted on their wall and giving responses to them, they still manage...to spare some time... giving.. me.. a.. SMILEY!!!!!




Yes I know they all responded to almost all posts their fans gave. teehee.. But it is only I that has communicated them for like 3 times! Here's the screen shot by the way, in case you thought lying. :)

And this is the fan page in case you thought I'm lying, again. :D

Oh how ignorant I am. One of the best day of my life~!!!!  *le sleep*

PARDON ME LANGUAGE, just thought this is cute and hilarious at the same time. :D

THEN RAISE THE FUCK OUT OF OUR KIDS!

AND GIVE YOU ALL THE MOTHERFUCKING LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU’D EVER FUCKING NEED.

AND PAY THE HELL OUT OF THAT FUCKING MORTGAGE.

AND THEN WHEN THE GUTTERS ARE CLOGGED I’LL GET UP THAT FUCKING LADDER AND CLEAN THAT SHIT UP WHILE YOU STAND BY THE KITCHEN WINDOW COMICALLY JUDGING MY WORK.

AND THEN WE CAN VACUUM THE FUCK OUT OF OUR CARPET SO HARD THAT WE’LL HAVE TO GET A NEW ONE.

WE’LL WASH OUR CLOTHES SO GODDAMN FUCKING HARD. FORGET NO RINSE, WE’LL USE HIGH FUCKING SPEED.

BUY A FUCKING MINIVAN TO STUFF OUR BEAUTIFUL FUCKING BABIES INTO IT AND DRIVE THE FUCK OUT OF IT.

THEN WE CAN GO SOME FUCKING PARENT-TEACHER MEETINGS AND MEET THE FUCK OUT OF OUR KID’S TEACHER. THEN JUDGE THE SHIT OF HER IN THE CAR.

AND WE CAN THEN PILE ALL THE CHILDREN IN THE FUCKING MINIVAN AND GO TO THE STORE AND SHOP FOR GROCERIES SO HARD THAT WE ACTUALLY HAVE TO MAKE MORE THAN TWO TRIPS TO GET ALL THAT SHIT INSIDE THE HOUSE.

AND THEN COOK THE FUCK OUT OF OUR KITCHEN UNTIL WE HAVE NO FOOD LEFT AND WE FEAST ON THAT SHIT FOR FUCKING DAYS.

I WILL EAT THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR HOMEMADE COOKIES.

THEN WASH THE SHIT OUT ON THE DISHES TOGETHER UNTIL OUR ENTIRE HANDS GET FUCKING PRUNEY.

WE’LL WATCH OUR KIDS FUCKING GRADUATE AND MOTHER FUCKING TEAR UP LIKE THE BADASS BOSSES WE FUCKING ARE.

WE WILL GROW SO DAMN OLD TOGETHER, WE WILL LOOK LIKE FUCKING RAISINS.

I WILL FUCKING TELL YOU EVERY SINGLE SECOND HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU.

HOLDING EACH OTHER’S FUCKING HANDS SO HARD THAT WE SHIT OUR SELVES.

UNTIL WE DIE AND ROT AS MOTHERFUCKING CORPSES TOGETHER.

TIL DEATH DO US FUCKIN PART.

HAPPILY EVER FUCKING AFTER.

CREDITS TO THIS BLOG: mostlydope.tumblr.com

THIS ENTRY

I always ask myself that question. And I'm too lazy to think of an answer. If only I can clone myself a hundred times so that I would sleep all day while they finish my studies and ambitions. This world is cruel. People didn't realize they have wasted half of their lives reading books, writing and passing useless examinations. Imagine the world without schools, governments, or even money. Just law. How cool would that be! We only have approximately 80 years to live and they (the greater ones) stole away 40 years of cramming and mental procrastination. Ugh, so many words I like to express but too lazy to utter them. And because I'm lazy, this entry stops here. *heavy yawn*. Good night pretty creatures.  

PS. that sketch is not drawn by me. Found it on tumblr. LOL!

TASTE OF DEATH

I saw this post on tumblr and thought how stupid this is. Sleep paralysis is not something everyone should experience. They said that you'll have the ability to control your dreams. It's a big lie. You see, I am suffering from sleep paralysis for more than a decade now and believe me, it's not cool. You're only mentally awake which means you lose control of your body. Not just that, you're also going to hear unusual voices and somehow that voices will strangle you thus lessen your air intake.And now promoting the idea of having one and teaching people how to do it, it's plain stupid! It might not be deadly but trust me, it is a taste of death. I just hope that to whoever posted it, will gain some knowledge and delete that post. 

So for reading this, please don't try it. 

THIRD!!

I just can't afford to lose my blogspot account but since I already did, I decided to make another one. Actually, this is just the same as my other account except for some details. I copied my older posts (not all by the way) and paste them here. The dates are not the same.  I can't navigate the exact dates. Ugh. Wordpress is not my type of blog at all. Not that I'm criticizing the blog, it's just that I am not used to their mechanics and all. I find their dashboard so complicated and I can't/don't know how to find any companions. :(


Sooooo, this is my third blogspot account already. heehee. I forgot the password on my first one. Well same as my second but I got a strong feeling that it got hacked.


Now I pretty much learned my lesson. I saved my username and password to my phone. I've been so complacent. I'm gonna make sure it won't happen again. NOT AGAIN!  3:D

Truth

It’s been a while since I’ve updated something about myself. Things are tougher for me now. No one noticed it (because I don’t want someone to notice it either). They all thought that I’m now steadily happy with my life but truth is, no. It’s been a living hell. Not socially though. I’m done with that ages ago.

We (family) are planning to move away. I mean, not really to another country cause that would be awesome. Just moving somewhere away here in our current home. My family has been in a lot of problems lately. Papa is wanted for child assault. No, it’s not like what you think. My brother was bullied and had a big bruise on his eyes. It happened twice and papa, couldn’t take it anymore, took the revenge for my bother. The teachers all filed a complain and summoned him. The guards of the school even stand as witnesses. Lucky for us that someone helped us through this. But it’s still not safe to show our complacency though. I know papa regretted it, he told me himself, CRYING. Yes, I saw him cry. And believe me it’s not easy seeing your own father hurting. And it’s not over yet. My brother was transferred to another school and papa is not here with us for the mean time. I’m not religious but I just hope that God has better plans for us for giving us this ungrateful  trial.

And that’s about it, for now. Yes, things are really not like what people see. I didn’t got the courage to say this to anyone right now because I feel like I cannot lean on them. Now that I’ve fucked up. I know that. Really sucks for me. 

THIS

My own version of MANIFESTO :

This is my 45th post.

This post is unique and awesome.

Random yet intriguing.

Really intriguing.

I said it because I mean it and no one will judge this post or I will kill you with my bare hands.

Kill.

Torture.

Bury.

All you gotta do is read.

Understand the value of information being formulated.

Understand the information.

Understand the value being formulated.

And by grasping every letter, every word and every punctuation, you will then realize that you have spent half of your life in a trance (of god knows what) compelled by this blog and you will thank me for that.

Star.


*PS I have no intention to be mean on this post. Random post is random. You too should try it. Make a manifesto post!!
Edited by Eunice Delfin. Thanks. :D

RANDOM

That feeling when you just want to punch someone so hard on the face, but realized you can't do it because somehow you feel like your going to end up like "the jerk". Truth is, I keep my disappointment to myself. And a lot of people (i mean few people) think that I'm a big hard-ass bi-polar. Getting mad for no reason? That is some serious mental problem. Yes, I know that it is much better to honestly say what I really feel, and then what? End up with a really bad day with both guilty and non-guilty conscience. Enmity isn't really what I wanted to felt like but somehow it left me with no choice but to keep my mouth silent. And the saddest part is that,I'm the only one who can buckle my own difficulty for reasons I cannot utter. I can't bear handling any consequences that may end up destroying myself and killing someone. 


How I deal with this?... I~

She's right. I guess it is okay to be sad sometimes. People may find us weird if we always show our smiles even in the gloomiest situation. It is hard to imagine people like Charlyne Yi having emotional problem when she was young and now ended up as an actress/comedian. I guess it's not impossible to change, for the better of course. But today, social anxiety is what I am currently struggling. The feeling of self-discomfort. And just like Charlyne, everyday I challenge myself to overcome it. Good news is, there is a progress. Now I can say that I'm not alone anymore. (still single though, if that's what you're thinking). I started going out with my classmates, sharing different topics and all. So I say it did actually work. Though it's not actually like something to be proud of. Because I'm trying my best to fit in. That means, most of the time I am trying to be something I am not. But I think what's more important is, I am moving forward of becoming a fully mature human. These experiences are helping me gain my undeveloped mind.

Greatest lesson learned for now: Forget the rules, follow your heart.

P.S

Charlyne Yi by the way is one of the main character from the movie/documentary "PAPER HEART". Together with Micheal Cera. It was a great movie. And that's right, I added Charlyne on facebook and thank god it wasn't a fake account. :D

I TALKED TO THE MOON

There are certain times of my life where everything is great. Everything seems to be the way they're supposed to be. 

Everything, but not for me.

Sometimes, I think the world turn it's back on me. Like life is nothing more important than breathing. The world I knew that's full of humor is now gray and dull.

This is the time when I think about others. My little incentive, as they call it.

To think about people who don't even have the time to bother my kind of sadness because of hunger. People who have forgotten to smile just because they're too busy finding a decent home. There could be a lot of them out there who needs more than a smile. Children who lost their childhood just to keep living.

Thinking about them I realized, is my problem really that important? Am I gonna waste my time thinking about puny bastards in my head? 

No. It's time to grow up. I should be more concern to other people who needs me instead. But for now I still have to finish my responsibilities for my family. This incentive is really helpful that I came up with a thought you might find worth noting.

Follow your heart. Do what you think is right as long as you're not intentionally hurting anyone.

Take risk; it doesn't always gonna end up bad but rather surprising.

Don't think that problems are pests in your life; people might find you weird if you're always happy.

Take time helping other people; the world doesn't revolve around you, you know.

Dream every chance you get; luck never closes it's doors.

Be open to possibilities; a twist in your life could be exciting.

Learn to appreciate small things; it makes life more meaningful.

Be humble; not just because you're good at it, but because you don't want to disappoint people.

Be you; don't live behind the mask. 

And lastly.

Take time to be thankful to Him.

If life's a dish, He's the chef that cooks it to a perfect taste that suits us best. :)

Angel

As i was on my way inside the school, i saw a girl who's sitting on a waiting shed. She was so quiet that she heard all kinds of steps as random people passed her. But none of them saw her. Like a lost invisible soul waiting to be found. Despite this, i saw her smiled at me. Like problem is nowhere in her vocabulary. So i started walking towards her. But as i stepped closer, her face started to gloom. So i stopped. Maybe she finds me annoying so i went inside the school anyway.

Soon the class was over, and i was hoping to see the girl i just saw that morning. Excited, I went out of the school immediately. But she's already gone. Not a single trace of her was found. But wait, I noticed something was left. I went closer to the waiting shed where the mysterious girl sat. It was a big notebook. Like some sort of diary. I assumed it was the girl who owns it. Little did i know it may have belonged to someone else. But i kept it anyway, i put it on my bag and went home.

I wanted to know whats inside the notebook. Hoping to know more about it's owner. I opened the first page without hesitation. The title was "HER STORY". I do respect her privacy but there's something pushing me to read more. It's like my conscience told me to keep going. And so, i did. I turned the book to it's second page and..... "what the!!!" Startled of what i just read that i accidentally dropped the book.The story was about me. On how i started my life on this planet. I don't know what i felt at that moment. It's like i was flattered and greatly stupefy at the same time. Trying to take the edge off, i continued reading. And there i read my life. Like she was really here every moment i spent on my days and even nights. Through my ecstatic and despairing moments. The notebook was thick so i decided to stop reading. Later on i felt so worried about myself. It gave me the heebie-jeebies thinking that maybe someone's watching me that very evening. I let it rest. Maybe i was caught on a stupid limbo.

Another morning came. I went to school thinking everything was perfectly fine. But then again I saw the girl. That mysterious girl who sat on the waiting shed, alone. She smiled at me like she expected me to come. Without hesitation, I confronted her hoping that she would enlightened me. But she just told one simple thing.."You know me very well. You may not see me often, but trust me, i'm here. I know you have a lot of questions. Just live, and answers will find it's way to you."

After telling me that, I looked deep in her eyes. It's like iv'e known her all my life. It didn't felt awkward at all. Later on, she told that she has to go and she has to take her notebook. I asked her where she was heading but she refused to state specific place and just said she'll go somewhere near. I didn't want her to leave yet. There's so much thing i wanna ask. She told me that i should go because i'm already late for school. I forgot i had a class that time. I gave her the notebook, and I quickly ran inside the school, panicking that i might end up absent on my first subject. I took one last glance at her but when i looked back, she was gone.

As i enter my classroom quietly, i noticed they were only few of them inside. I asked my classmate if the class was over but he said "Eh? Class don't start till 8am and it's still 7:30...

Well that was a relief. But i remembered talking to that girl like for an hour. How's that possible?

Days have passed. Not a shadow of the mysterious girl showed.

Weeks... Im still hoping to see her.

Months.. My hopes are beginning to dissipate.

Years... I barely remembered her face. But my confusion was never gone. It's already tattooed in my past. After my time comes to an end, i'm hoping that i could read that notebook again. Something I wanna do before departing to the other side. My story, written by someone I am not quite sure who. Someone who knows me very well but.... i don't even know her name. I know she's here. So near that I can say anything to her and I know she hears it. Somewhere, watching me. Waiting for my next chapter to come.

Ghostly Poem

Once upon a time, there was you and me,

It started with a "hi" and then there was "we".

It was great, you and I, we were unexpectedly awesome,

We can't even tell where this feeling's coming from.

So we walked, we talked all day long,

We laughed, we sang our favorite song.

Each day was fun, there was never a problem,

Isn't it perfect?..this is really something.

But came one night, as i was walking in the dark,

Alone, in a cold gloomy street without a spark.

Young man in a corner hit me with a knife,

Bloody event that ruined my precious life.

Now I am nothing but a single memory,

Our adventure has now ended for you and me.

The life we thought that was priceless and perfect,

Has now come to an end from an unfortunate tragic.

Thank you for the time we've spent, you were a blessing,

And I'm sorry if I left, you don't deserve this ending.

Farewell for now, my time has arrived,

But I'm pretty sure dear we'll soon meet on the other side.

Something From Tumblr

Just this morning I saw a video on tumblr. A video of a girl describing herself. I find her inspiring, with her braveness telling her flaws and her negative aspects. Her description of herself was never far from mine. And since I just started this blog on April 2010, I might as well be open for my readers (if i have some :( )

So hello guys. I'm "Lady nonexistence".

Pretty much not like those average girls.

I have thousands of flaws.

A lot of people, yes a lot of them, have been accusing me that I'm gay. But the fact is, I'm not. They badly want me to have a boyfriend so that they'd stop accusing for such a thing. I don't like having one either. But I'm never close to possibilities. Anyway~

I don't wear heels, I wear glasses, and wearing skirts, tank tops or colorful make up is never on my list-to-do. It's senseless.

I listen to hardrock songs, alternative rock or even screamos, but i do listens to some RnB's, acoustics and pop just to keep me updated to the other world.

I am terribly AWKWARD. I only survive talking to someone for like 5 minutes, and after that, I'm completely blanked out. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not good at verbal communications.

I am not intelligent. Failing grades are my buddies. Nuff said.

My physical appearance is a disappointment. I don't have long shiny hair that other girls have. I am not even a size zero. Coz I eat a lot (and I don't see any problem with that). Beauty seemed to have turned it's back on me. But I don't care. It's not that I'm bragging or anything, but I do have some suitors.

But despite these flaws and negativity, I still got my friend/s.

No, maybe I just have one... two... or three but there's just there. (zero cheeziness)

And I'm thankful that I don't have any haters....yet. But maybe I do have some. Just stalking around and secretly planning something evil against me. 

But I hope not. I'm trying to be as approachable and less loner as I can possibly be.

With all these uninteresting characters, it's just made me more numb and stronger each day.

I don't need all the good stuffs just to make myself feel good. Even if sometimes it wakes my tears at night (no I am not fragile). I'm still me. And no one can change that except Him

No Time For Drama

It just kills me everytime I helped someone and they'll end up better.

This curse started when I was a kid. When my cousin asked my help by teaching her how to wear proper clothes. She didn't have much knowledge for fashion yet. And since I'm two years older, I did helped her, knowing it was a good thing to do. Few days later, her mom bought bunch of new clothes and some of them were EXACTLY like mine. I got upset. My mom wouldn't buy me numerous clothes for it's a waste of money. I don't have any choice but to forget it.

Years gone by. And my curse just kept on happening.

It's like living in a world full of jealousy and disappointments.

I know, I don't have to take this kind of stuff seriously. It's not like I own this kind of problem myself. But you can't blame me for such attitude i'm in to right now. Iv'e put a lot of effort on my words and shits but still it wasn't good enough. I need to find myself and see what i'm good at. I'm now 18 and I still don't know my worth. For those people who never encounter such pride-swallowing situation, you are fortunate. I envy you, A LOT.

Once again my self-reverence has drop down to it's worst level. And everytime this happens, my food consumption epically rises without thinking of the ugly outcome of my action. That's right, food. It's the only thing at the moment that keeps me away from misery. The more I tried, the more failures I get. Sometimes I thought of this as a reversed blessing. The absolution started when i was born, then now it's on its way to hell.

But now that I'm getting older each day, I have to set my mind to a mature level. It's time to end the drama and to cut this pride loose. Pour down all disappointments and I'm sure I'll be your one hell of a fan. I'm just saying. I think it's time to open myself to much greater opportunity. Gotta set aside old, pointless and unfinished thoughts. Now all I wanna do is to break free to the wilderness of judgments. So, FAIL ME ALL YOU WANT, and I'd welcome you with my deepest and sincerest piece of appreciation. :)

That is my new kitteh "kibs".I named him kibs because of his tail. As you can see, he doesn't have a tail. Cebuanos called it kibol. Anyway, he is my new best pet. I got him as my pet afterMelai (first best pet) died.

We spoil kibs a lot. Feed him 5 meals a day, feed him vitamins and let him sleep his ass out all day long.

I love this cat. Even if he annoys me everytime i'm studying. Like what he did on that picture(upper). I was studying for my statistics examination. Right after i put my stuffs on my bed, there, slept his ass over my things. And i love my cat for that.

But i still can't forget Melai. If i didn't found my first pet, i will never learn how to love cats.

Some people find me hard to understand. They think that i'm hard to manage and too fragile to handle. But on the other side, some of them find me funny, easy going, patient and best of all, a good listener.

But really am i?

Well, I cannot answer that question. Attitudes you see in me are my blind sides. I have nothing to disagree. Blind sides are the attitudes people see in you. Behaviors that you are not aware of. Some of it may be good things and some may be criticisms. You cannot change your blind side. But you can change what people thought of you. Here are some of my visible sides (attitudes i am aware of):

○I am very patient. *sarcastic smile*

○I am a lazy ass. ^_^

○Sarcasm is no where in my vocabulary (this i'm not sure)

○I love revenge.

○I always think i'm ugly.

○I get jealous easily. (and can get over it in a minute)

○I listen to people when they are talking even if it annoys me or i'm no mood for chit chat. (not all the time of course)

○I swear alot inside the house.

○I get easily disappointed.

○I'm quiet when i'm mad.

○I hate it when someone stares at me for more than a minute. (especially if it's a boy)

○But I love staring to other people, for hours. :D

○I stalk. (beware..)

and~....

Shoot, I forgot some of them.

And that's about it. A piece of myself, for you.

How about you? I would love to know more about YOU...yes you. :)

A TRIBUTE TO SPONGEBOB

Nothing can separate me from watching the best cartoon show of the universe: SPONGEBOB! He always makes me laugh even at my worst mood. I love him and Squidward's a jerk. JK :)

Who is spongebob?
-He is a naïve and goofy sea sponge who works as a fry cook in the fictional underwater town of Bikini Bottom.
SpongeBob is an optimistic and energetic character. His hobbies include jelly-fishing and blowing bubbles with Patrick. He is unaware of how Squidward is annoyed by him.

These are his famous lines that I'll never forget:
"Squidward this is great. Just you, me, and this brick wall you built between us."
"You know, if I were to die right now, in some sort of fiery explosion due to the carelessness of a friend...well, that would just be ok."
"Don't worry, tomorrow we'll be back for more frolic and fun."
"Squidward, you're steaming. You're like a steamed vegetable, only smarter!"
"Isn't this great Squidward? Just you & me together for hours and hours and hours! And then the sun'll come up, and it'll be tomorrow, and we'll still be working! It'll be just like a sleepover! Only we'll be sweaty and covered with grease!"
" You'll never beat me, Im HYDRODYMAMICALY DESIGHNED!!!"


and best of all the famous "im ready!"

But since I started it already with spongebob's sayings, I'm gonna post some of his friends' famous lines as well. :)
PATRICK:
"Dumb people are just blissfully unaware of how very dumb they are (as he drools)."
"I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"
"You mean they're taking the thoughts we think we thought and making them thoughts we think we thought... I think."
It's a vast swirling wonderland of sparkling white pleasure. Let it fill your sences with cascading fluffy pillows of excitent, and comfort, as you've never felt before.
SQUIDWARD:

"I'm a winner, see my prize. You're a loser who sits and cries!"
"I order the food, you cook the food. We do that for 40 years, and then we die. That seems like a good deal to me, what do you say? "
"Patrick, if I had one dollar for every brain you don't have, I'd have one dollar."


Some of their conversations that i'll never forget:



SpongeBob SquarePants: "Hey Squidward want me to cast out right here so you can watch me?"
Squidward: "No! How about you cast out over there so I can ignore you."


Spongebob: Remember, Patrick...Flatter the customer.
*customer opens the door*
Patrick: I love you.


Spongebob: Bye Mr. Krabs Bye Sqiudward, Bye Sqiudward
Patrick: You said bye Squidward twice
Spongebob: I like Squidward


Spongebob: "Hey Squidward. Guess what today is.
Squidward: "Annoy Squidward day?"
Spongebob: "No, silly. That's on the 15th."

Patrick: "Are you Squidward?"
Fire Hydrant: " "
Patrick: "That's ok, take your time."


-the end-

My life since June 27, 2010. sunday

I went up from bed.

Ate my breakfast and went to Mactan Cebu International Airport.

Worked my ass out (and texting at the same time c: ).

Got pissed for certain reason.

Was quiet.

Got pawned by scaring the shit out of me (they were terrible T^T).

Was quiet.

Got tripped on the stairs and injured my toes (i ♥ my life).

Went home under-time.

Mom and nanay got angry because i fell down the stairs. (wtf).

I ate my supper.

Slept.

Next day..Monday.

I went up from bed.

Wasn't felt good at all.

I was thinking..kept Thinking.. *@!#?#$%*^%^*

I opened my facebook.

Mom just liked my status about marijuana, WEIRD. *0*

Bi-polar strikes (yes, i am aware of it).

I ate my breakfast/lunch.

Went to school.

First subject was good.

Second subject : STATISTICS

"F#@k, i forgot to buy scientific calculator! T^T"

So I didn't attend my statistics class.

Flunked our very first quiz, and my first absent this school year.

My Life

-bow-